Sunday, February 22, 2015

Well that was a short ride...... My CA 125 as of February 19th is now 222.  Up from a reading in the low 90's (my home hospital)  (42 at Princess Margaret Hospital) and naturally I knew it would be higher because this blasted ascites is acting up.  Again I am swelling in the belly and there is some discomfort.  Don't feel sad for me because I just feel pissed.

I feel angry at my body for betraying me because most chemo treatments start out effective but quickly end up doing nothing.   I feel angry at science because the options for treatment are so hit and miss.  I saw on the news last night how they have come up with a diagnostic test for ebola so that results are available in 15 minutes.  Amazing!  When there is a will and lots of $$$ they will find a way.  Unfortunately for ovarian cancer and for many other cancers or diseases, research dollars are hard to come by and the money must be used judiciously.  OK... That was my rant and I'm over it.

I have an appointment Monday morning at Princess Margaret Cancer Centre.  Hopefully they will come up with a new treatment plan or clinical trial for me.


Thursday, January 22, 2015

Good Results from Taxol Treatments

My CT Scan taken on January 12th is showing very little sign of disease!  Compared to the scan taken on November 18th the largest site of disease went from 22 mm to 8 mm.  And my CA 125 is at 42 down from a high of 497 in November!  Queue the fireworks!

The clinical researchers at Princess Margaret Hospital have recommended that I continue with the weekly Taxol treatments rather than begin a clinical trial.  This makes sense.  Why try something new that may not work as well as something that is currently working?  The only drawback is that the neuropathy in my hands is getting worse and now I have it in my toes.  If it worsens too much then the Taxol treatments have to stop but for now I am going for it.  With such good results it is difficult to change the protocol to something else that may not work.

I have already heard from Grand River Regional Cancer Centre and my next chemo treatment is Monday.  It will be 3 weeks out of 4 for the next little while so now I can plan my life somewhat!

Tuesday, January 6, 2015

Plugging Along with Taxol

I have now completed 6 rounds of Taxol.  Minimal side effects which is awesome except for my loss of hair.... again.....  Not sure of my current CA 125 numbers but they generally go up before they go down so I am hoping for good results with the next text.

I am scheduled for a CT Scan at Princess Margaret Hospital on January 12th.  This one of the first requirements for the clinical trial.  Hopefully I will continue to qualify and participate.

In December, David and I went to Isla Mujeres in Mexico for a one week holiday.  It was relaxing and wonderful to be in warmth.

Playa Norte

Playa Norte

Rocky Beach outside our Studio Apartment


Churros - YUM!

Barlitos Bar

Resident at Barlitos Bar

Creative Mexican Wiring

Local Church - Check out view of Caribbean Sea

Sunset from dock at Barlitos Bar

Punta Sur

Punta Sur

Punta Sur
Strolling Along the Malecon


Monday, November 24, 2014

Post Chemo

This weekly protocol of Taxol will be easier to handle I think.  During infusion I did not have any reactions but of course the good people at the Grand River Regional Cancer Centre know of my spotty past with chemo reactions and had matters well in hand.  I received a variety of pre meds to ensure nothing would interfere with the chemo.  As usual I mostly slept through it and was released to go home within 3 hours.  This is quick for me.

After chemo I experienced minimal side effects ie. nausea, vomiting, etc.  There was some headache the day after but nothing I can't handle with some medication.  Let's just hope this weekly Taxol does the job it is supposed to!

I am still dealing with the ascites which is really dragging me down.  The fluid in the abdominal is very uncomfortable making it hard for me to walk or stand.  I spend most of my time sitting down to ease the pressure off my back.  This does not help with the fact that I plan to be living in my bathing suit in a few weeks in Mexico.

The good new is that I have an appointment for a paracentesis tomorrow and it cannot come soon enough.

UPDATE:  Today the imaging department called and asked if they could move my appointment up to 3:00 pm.  I said most certainly and thanked them profusely. Appointment went well and they removed 5 litres of fluid.  That's 10 pounds thank you very much........  I am feeling quite tender in the belly and trust it will heal and tighten up very soon.  Maybe not Kim Kardasian tight but hopefully will not remain like a pillow or something.  yuck.....

Thursday, November 20, 2014

The November 7th scan is showing stable disease which means the visible disease has not changed significantly since the September 29th scan.  This is good news.  The only problem at this point is the development of ascites.  As usual this fluid accumulated very rapidly.  I know my clothes started to feel tight on November 7th and by the November 17th appointment at Princess Margaret I could not wear my regular clothes.  Elastic waist bands are the fashion of the day.  

At the meeting on November 17th we discussed the CT Scan results which were favourable but we needed to deal with the ascites and talk about start of trial.  Starting the trial right away would help with the ascites but would interfere with our holiday in December.  Once I start the trial I have to adhere to the protocols and appointments which means frequent travel to Toronto.  If we just treat the ascites then I can wait until the new year to begin trial and focus on that.  I chose to wait to start the trial and my best option right now is to start weekly chemo of Taxol for 3 weeks.  The usual protocol is one infusion every 3 weeks so I will be getting a third of the infusion every week for 3 weeks.  You get the picture.  This is a stop gap measure and I should hopefully experience minimal side effects.  The best part is I can have this done at Grand River Cancer Centre and I do not need to travel to Toronto until the new year.

I met with my oncologist at Grand River on the 19th (appointment previously booked) and we discussed the more immediate treatment plan.  She is in agreement and started the ball rolling to get the chemo scheduled this week.  We discussed potential issues such as low blood counts and maybe some hair loss.  We will deal with issues as they come up.  She also wants to schedule a paracentesis.  A paracentesis will be a relief I can tell you!  I look about 7 months pregnant and it is not very comfortable.  Walking any distance is physically taxing.

So far my chemo is scheduled for this Friday on the 21st.  Still waiting to hear about the paracentesis.  Hoping it might be today!

We are getting dumped on with snow and it is cold.........


Tuesday, October 21, 2014

I am bummed out.  I cannot go into the SOLO2 clinical trial.  After completing 6 rounds of Cisplatin and several trips to Princess Margaret Cancer Centre to provide blood samples and a CT Scan the researchers have told me I cannot proceed.  My CA 125 numbers have been trending up since the 4 th infusion of Cislplatin which means the cancer is active.  The trial specifically requires the CA 125 be below 35 and stable.  Mine is not.....  They are now considering me to be Platinum Resistant.

The good news is they have another trial for me.  First off, they have recommended more chemo treatement using the drug Gemcitabine pending the results from another CT Scan which is scheduled for November 7th.  If the scan shows an increase in size of cancer from the September 29th scan then chemo is probably on the table.   If the scan shows little difference then we can probably wait a bit longer and rescan in another month or 2.  I am hoping for a bit of a reprieve from chemo.  I need the time to get more healthy and strong.  I feel like a rag doll.

In addtion to the chemo they have given me information regarding a new trial that combines Gemcitabine chemo treatment with another drug which is taken orally.  The trial is called 'A Randomized Placebo-Controlled Phase II trial Compaing Gemcitabine Monotherapy to Gemcitabine in Combination with AZD1775 in Women with Recurrent, Platinum Resistant Epithelial Ovarian, Primary Peritoneal or Fallopian Tube Cancers.'   Quite the mouthful!

So this is where I am.  It is the usual wait and see.

Wednesday, September 17, 2014

Ovarian Cancer Walk of Hope

Sunday, September 7th 2014 was a glorious day with lots of sunshine and wonderful fellowship.  Our team 'A Late Summer Knight's Dream' raised almost $4500 and we were the second highest fund raisers in the area!  Next year we are going to do better!

Update:  I wanted to share this newspaper article about our Walk.  It was a surprise to me when they asked for an interview.  I am pleased with the final result.

http://www.kitchenerpost.ca/whats-on/walking-for-hope/

Survivor's Ribbon

Most of my crew

Angie and Joanna

Angie, Me and Joanna

Caroline and Me

Elaine, Caroline, Katrina and Me

Joanna, Katrina, Elaine and Caroline

Margery, Marilyn, Mom and David

My Teal Toes!